At the 124 day mark, and I have to say....it feels okay not having gambling on my mind all the time, as it was when I was in action. I would remember taking up so much of my day thinking only about the stock market and what I needed to do to stay in action. Finding myself always thinking I had the solution or a bullet proof plan on how I would make some money "day trading" certain securities....
At this point, I now have a plan on what I need to do to start paying my debts off....Due to the amount of money I lost and borrowed, it will take me awhile to pay it off...but having a plan is a huge step forward and it helps me stay focused on what I need to do One Day at a Time...
There are still things that I need to work out with K, but I realize I can't rush her through this...she has to come to the point of figuring out what she wants to do...my old self would have really tried to rush her and control her on what decision I wanted her to make, I find myself taking a deep breath and saying that I can't control her and I need to only focus on things I can control.
Financial Payback tracker:
Uber/Lyft weekly earnings of $975
At this point, I now have a plan on what I need to do to start paying my debts off....Due to the amount of money I lost and borrowed, it will take me awhile to pay it off...but having a plan is a huge step forward and it helps me stay focused on what I need to do One Day at a Time...
There are still things that I need to work out with K, but I realize I can't rush her through this...she has to come to the point of figuring out what she wants to do...my old self would have really tried to rush her and control her on what decision I wanted her to make, I find myself taking a deep breath and saying that I can't control her and I need to only focus on things I can control.
Financial Payback tracker:
Uber/Lyft weekly earnings of $975
