So the holidays will be here before you know it and I am starting to think about how will that go down. This will by my first year in this separation phase with K and I am not looking forward to it. This time of year was normally filled with stress between managing both of our families holiday expectations, and now that we are separated and on a potential road to a divorce, this time of year is shaping to be really holly and jolly (sarcasm)
I have been really trying to stay focus on one day at a time to build a new life and it feels good to see that I have reached 75 days without a bet and also made an extra $8,000 or so...I know I have a long road ahead of me, but I need to stay in the present...one of my triggers is impatience and if I feel that I need to rush this financial payoff, that is where I start getting in trouble. I find myself redirecting the energy to running and I have a goal to run in a 5 Mile race around Thanksgiving....let's see how that goes.
Payoff Tracker Update:
- Uber / Lyft Earnings of $527
I have been really trying to stay focus on one day at a time to build a new life and it feels good to see that I have reached 75 days without a bet and also made an extra $8,000 or so...I know I have a long road ahead of me, but I need to stay in the present...one of my triggers is impatience and if I feel that I need to rush this financial payoff, that is where I start getting in trouble. I find myself redirecting the energy to running and I have a goal to run in a 5 Mile race around Thanksgiving....let's see how that goes.
Payoff Tracker Update:
- Uber / Lyft Earnings of $527
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